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Starting to get back into photoshop again, made some edits of Chris Brown, Usher and Cheryl Cole.

Spent today trying to pack, I was told to take as little as I needed seems I'm still taking quite a lot haha oh well.

This is going to be my last blog till Friday, going to see Scott, not sure if I’ll see him tomorrow or not, but will see him Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday definitely, maybe Friday. Can’t wait! Even though I have to put up with my brother in the car.

I’ve done practically nothing all day but I’m so tired.

Hope Stacey’s okay.

Can’t wait for tomorrow and the rest of this week, sure my parents will love him :)

Love you baby xxxxx

I probably shouldn’t say this but at times I get so scared

I don’t really like Miley Cyrus’s stuff but I like this girls version of them all mashed up, sounds pretty awesome :) probably posted it before but ahh well.

I’ve spent today doing nothing really, arguing with Louis, ha I don’t think you’re going to see me to have the chance to do whatever you think would convince me I would be better off with you. Watched a film with my mum. Spoke to Scott, about it really.

Got to get all my stuff sorted out tomorrow, for Monday. Just realised I don’t have anything for my brother yet, oh well he’ll live.

I really need to get a new notebook, my last that was supposed to be for revision ended up with Scott’s name all in it with some maths stuff round it. But it’s okay I’ve got loads somewhere…

I’m in the mood to write something and I need some more new music.

Anyways I need my bed and to read my magazine :)

Love you xxxx

3 days

You made me realise what a jerk you really are and what a mistake it was being with you all those months ago, thanks Louis and if you think I will want to spend some time with you while I’m on study leave think again, don’t try being nice to me either it won’t work.

3 days till I see my baby, I can’t wait. Still got to find my DS, DVDs and buy some magazines for the journey.

So failed chemistry exam today...oh well.

Love you baby xxx

Finish talking to Scott (about 10 tonight, maybe later then watch the end of the DVD I was watching last night)

This could be the start of something

Hmm today... a lot happened last night maybe I should start from there.

Started out talking to my ex, I know I know bad decision, but anyways, we were just talking then he started going off about how bad his life is and if he had me it would at least be bearable, I told him it wasn’t going to happen, he’d obviously been drinking and started saying how he was going to end things because he was wasting his life, I basically ended the conversation saying I was there if he needed me. Then today he acted as if none of it happened, then went all weird and started acting totally different to what he normally is, probably to wind me up and provoke a reaction but he didn’t get one.

Sat my media exam (was 10 minutes through no fault of my own) so now my media GCSE is finished just got to wait for the results. Chemistry tomorrow, I’m not looking forward to it.

4 days till I get to see my baby, and I can’t wait. A few days to get away from here, and to spend some time with him, couldn’t think of anything better. Shame my uncle, auntie and cousin can’t come, but I can kind of understand why they aren’t. Shame my idea isn’t going to work…he’ll have to wait till after i leave to get it :)

Haha wish me luck for tomorrow, I’m so going to fail.

Love you baby xxxxx

Life

What do you do?

Mum's better, thank god!

Hopefully speak to Scott more soon.

Waterloo road was good.

Revision time.

Love you xxx

 

The stuff forever is made of

No matter how much Louis goes on about how when Scott goes to college he’ll find someone else of he’ll do what he did before, I know that we are stronger than that. It’s pretty simple and just because Louis lost me to Scott he thinks he’ll be able to get me back, sorry doesn’t work like that. Me and Scott are going to last i know that, it’s not going to change.

English literature exam today, which went pretty well (this probably means I failed it) the questions weren’t too complicated and the poem was really easy to understand.

I can’t wait to see Scott now, only 6 days and 3 exams till I see him. Then I’ll have the exams afterwards but seeing him before will make those really easy to do.

Hope my mum gets better soon, really worried about her...

Love you baby no one is coming in between us, and my idea for a present might not work for Scott so we’ll have to see...

Found the uni course I want to do at both Bournemouth and Portsmouth, so either way in two years time I’ll be living closer to Scott, and within a year I’ll be able to drive and see him. So in time things will get easier.

LOVE YOU (you’re not ugly your gorgeous babe) xxxxx

Physics re-sit tomorrow (fingercrossed)

7 Days

It’s been so hot lately, getting quite a good tan at the moment!

It’s been quite a good day, seeing as it’s the only day this week that I don’t have an exam I have been revising and sunbathing most of the day, as well as texting Scott.

The surprise of the day? Texts from Louis it was good in a way to talk to him, but you have to know when to cut the conversation before he goes into the ‘we should get back together’ routine. But I missed it this time and he was going on about how he would be better for me than Scott. Sorry but I don’t see it, yes I miss having a relationship where I can see the person I’m with whenever I want, and to be able to spend proper amounts of time together but me and Louis isn’t going to happen. Even when he’s trying to convince me otherwise, family BBQ at his? I don’t think so it will mean getting put into those so are you together conversations...wouldn’t be fun, we’re good as mates. (I’d rather cut the conversations for a bit than be lead into thinking what it would be like with him)

It’s a week till I get to see Scott, shame I won’t be able to talk to him properly tonight, going to watch the football and have a BBQ with a bit of English literature revision thrown in.

Love you xxx

Reaally tired

Went to work today, was alright. Got a bit more of a tan, but not much.

Spoke to Scot on the phone today, for the first time in ages, which was good!!!

Got exams everyday next week apart from Monday… but the good thing is I'll be on my way to see Scott a week on Monday and I can’t wait! – Well the journey could be shorter.

I’m really tired and  need to get some sleep now, but that wont happen soon as I'm talking to Scott, but oh well.

Love you xxx

When I hurt When I break You are my band aid

Seriously without music, what would you do? I couldn’t live without music I really couldn’t. I’m forever searching for new music and downloading new songs, today I got Glee Vol. 3, I know what you’re thinking, Glee? Well yes, it is one of those programs when you think where the hell did they get the idea for this but the songs are really good, well they are covers but the change the style of them and sometimes they sound better than the originals.

Today’s Playlist:

Esmée Denters - First thing

Pixie Lott – Band Aid

Scouting for Girls – Silly Song

Tje Austin – Shooting Star

Some and Any – Love is the Answer

Those are some of the songs that have been played most today while I have been revising in the sun. AND YES I did actually manage to revise as well as getting the start to my tan for this year.

I haven’t exactly been the nicest person to Scott the last couple of days, I feel really bad, and I’ve sort of taken everything out on him. We haven’t been speaking much lately and it’s just as much my fault as his we’re both busy but I’ve taken it out on him... I knew being with him would be hard with the distance, I didn’t think about times like these, but I guess it’ll get easier. But he does do things to make me smile like today he sent me text this morning which made me way happier than I was.

I’ve been all over the place the last few days and just breaking down for no reason. It’s mainly coz I’m stressed out because of the exams and the littlest thing upsets me/ makes me annoyed. I really can’t wait for the exams to be over. Next week I’ve got physics re-sit, chemistry unit 3, English literature, and media the last part. Science won’t be too bad because I’m starting to understand it, but English lit, that’s a whole other story, we have to learn all of the quotes and they just won’t go in... I’ve tried everything but I doesn’t work it doesn’t help that we have to texts to answer questions on Of Mice and Men and An Inspector Calls in my opinion they both pretty bad but Of Mice and Men is better than Inspector Calls. Media will be fine, I’m able to pretty much answer it all before I go into the exam and then just write it all down when I’m in there.

The picture Says “I love you so much Scott Collins xxx “Just For the record”. But the sun kind of made the picture slightly unreadable.

I guess that’s my way of saying sorry to him for the last few days. AND YES it was written in my revision notes, but ah well I’ll be able to see it every time I revise, so it’s not that bad. I came up with an idea for something to give Scott when I see him well it was sort of developed between me and a mate but still I’m going to try and do it, hopefully I can. It doesn’t involve spending loads of money so hopefully he should be happy. Maybe it’ll make up for the last few days as well.

I wasn’t too happy when I found this on my phone, I fell asleep i9n the sun and someone decided it as the perfect opportunity to take a picture of me. – It’s not that bad considering I was asleep.

 

Revision notes and magazines – My afternoon in the sun.

 

 

 

Well thats about it for today really, BBQ time now, finished bang on time! I’m starving!

LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY – 9 DAYS!! I can’t wait to see you. It's going to be amazing to be with you for a few days xxx

Everyday’s a roller coaster

Its summer, well we’re at least getting summer weather! Ell this means I’m starting to get my tan, its work in progress...

Didn’t have any exams today so there wasn’t anything to get stressed about.

Chemistry was so funny when Nathanael was getting annoyed with me drawing on him in green pen, but then he tried stabbing me with his so i just carried on (it’s what he gets for being clever). But he did do basically all of my work and it was funny when he failed at drawing on me and when he owned Robbie and me and Molly ganged up on them when we were fighting with our pens…LESSON never let year 11s near maker pens when doing paired work, it ends up in them getting covered in it!

P.E. was a laugh, playing rounders.

Mine and Milly’s conversation at lunch, and winding everyone else up, was really funny when the shoes starting going everywhere.

Love Orianthi’s new song, it’s amazing…

 

Haven’t really had a chance to speak to Scott again today... oh well I’m sort of getting used to it. We had a long conversation yesterday and it was so good to just be able to talk. Well it’s not anyone’s fault we don’t get to talk much at the moment, it’s just the way it is.

Having a BBQ tomorrow, maybe a bit of revising in the sun (it better stay for the weekend!). Virtually out of credit so no distractions, or excuses of not doing it. Sunday working, pretty good weekend if I’m honest.

Can’t wait to leave school now, it’s got to that point where I really don’t want to be there.

Meh. More tears tonight. STRESS. I was really fine till I got in then I don’t know what happened. My way of dealing with it, writing, I’ve written some songs, well they are more like raps and poems and it’s working...slowly. Hopefully I’ll set up my recording stuff again soon in my room and maybe put some of it together... but that’s only if I get time.

Love you xxx

Everybody said we looked cute together

After last night I think I’m happy again, after my little episode last night, all the little things have sort of gone to the back of my mind for a while.

Had my first exam of the main exam period today, it was media so it wasn’t that bad. We were able to prep for it because we had pre-release stuff so it wasn’t all bad.

The rest of the day seemed to go so slowly today, spent all of maths talking about PROM. Can’t wait it’s going to be really good! It doesn’t sound as bad as just drapes anymore; hopefully it’s as good as it sounds. Lunch was good sun bathing and just talking while texting Scott. Last lesson was so funny! In English now we don’t really do anything anymore but this woman came in to do revision session and people wouldn’t volunteer to go so I ended up getting picked with Sarah, Olivia, Stuart and Louis. I’ve never met a woman that acted that strange or so enthusiastic, that made you uncomfortable sitting near her.

Waited for ages for our bus home then got stuck by the road works, but we sat in the sun so it wasn’t all bad! Was walking back from my bus stop and my Dad pulled up beside me waving something at me and he’d picked up my new phone. To be honest it isn’t bad for £30, but I did have a slight panic attack I couldn’t find the predictive text but I sorted it. THANK GOD!

I only just realised I missed the last gossip girl on Wednesday...but there’s always watching it online so it’s not all bad.

I really am in need of some new music, I was trying to find something to play this morning while I was walking to my bus with a detour to the shop for some chocolate (energy food before the exam) and I couldn’t find anything well I did I ended up listening to our song like I normally do when I’m waking to my bus. But I seriously LOVE Usher’s album Raymond v. Raymond, its amaaaazzingg!!! My sister thinks I have a bit of an obsession with him.

I can’t believe Scott keeps reading that e-mail I sent him, it took me forever to write but he was worth it!

When I was switching my phones over today I found some stuff from Louis from when we were together, I remember how everyone said we were cute together. It’s weird how things change in such a short space of time. But I’m happy now and I think we’ve managed to sort out everything and are good being mates again. I know he still likes me but he understands that I love Scott and want to be with him. So he said he’d rather be mates than not have me in his life at all and I said that was his choice but I wouldn’t sacrifice what I have with Scott for him again.

Right I’m going to get back to talking to my amazing boyfriend/ revision (well trying to revise) and watching gossip girl.

ILOVEYOU XXXXX

Dry your eyes

 

 

I found this song today and thought it was pretty amazing.

 

And this is just plain funny.

RIGHT. Back to what i want to talk about.

Lately I've heard about loads of couples arguing and splitting up because they don’t talk about stuff that matters. Now me and Scott do talk but not as much as we used to, everything just seems to get in the way lately, and i hope this doesn’t affect us. I’m really looking forward to seeing him and hope that we will be able to spend some time together.

I was thinking about getting him something for when I see him so that when we’re not together he’ll have something to remind him of me, but he said he doesn’t want me to buy him anything. So I’m coming up with ideas which don’t involve me spending any money.

Some people don’t think me and Scott will last very long. But well i think they’re wrong and we’ll prove them wrong. Apparently when I go to college I’ll meet other guys and will be more interested in them…I don’t think so!

I hope that we can go back to talking like we used to soon, I really miss it. I wish we could be like other couples our ages and actually get to see each other more. But sometimes what you want doesn’t happen. This is one of those cases.

First exam of the main exam period tomorrow, part one of my media exam. Hopefully I have enough revision done.

I’m virtually over being ill… thank god! Just wish I could be with him right now, it’s been one of those days, I got home and felt like shit, I just sat there crying and I don’t even know why. I think all the little things just got to me today.

I get my new phone tomorrow! So happy, can’t wait to actually be able to use a phone properly again! It’s a bit of rubbishy phone but at least it’ll work.

I still keep thinking about not going to college but if I don’t then I won’t get into Uni and be able to do the degree I want to do.

Hopefully soon things will sort out and I won’t do what I did when I got in tonight. I just really miss him, stressed out about exams, fed up of people saying shit.

Can’t wait for these exams to be over, it’s making my face hurt. lol. That sounds odd I know but when I get stressed I get a rash on my face which irritates, basically.

I’m fed up of Louis telling me he loves me too, I don’t feel the same way about him and I never will after everything that happened between us, and Scott makes me so happy even if there is the distance between us.

Ahh it’s bin a bit of a long post today but I needed to say everything.

 

Sometimes life is shit, but the people in it make it worthwhile.

Media today was so funny. But school seems pointless now, can’t wait to leave!

 

I love you baby, and no matter what people say and do it won’t change. AND please stop thinking your going to lose me, because your not!

 

wish i was there with you

I swear having time off makes you feel worse than if you go to school. But I’m going back tomorrow...THANK GOD! I get bored when I’m at home.

I’ve spent all day listening to Usher, doing media exam prep and writing some poems. I haven’t done it in ages but the last couple of days it’s all I’ve really done and well Usher has a pretty amazing voice.

I think it’s quite funny how Louis thinks he can start talking to me and since last night he has already told me that he loves me and that I deserve better than Scott. Umm yeah after how you treated me I don’t think I’ll be taking any advice from you. IDIOT.

I love Scott so much I really can’t wait for half term to see him! 13 days! Oh yeah, that’s the other thing I’ve been doing today, looking for a present for Scott when I go to see him.

I love you baby xxx

ill and bad day not a good mix

Right so you want something so you decide to walk back into my life. Well I hate to tell you this you’re not ruining everything, not this time. People really are starting to do my head in I just wish I could be with him.

Got some new stuff coming from ebay, can’t wait it’ll give me something to do for a while.

Bin off school today and I feel DEAD!

I’ve got loads going on in my head but I really can’t be bothered to write it all down.

Love you x

cant wait for things to get better

Well today has gone from bad to worse, I over slept meaning I had to get ready for work in half an hour, which wasn’t great. My sore throat/ cold/ headache thing has got 10 times worse so now I’m unbelievably tired. The car broke down as soon as we arrived at work so we had to wait to get towed home, so I didn’t even make any money. On top of all that my phone has broken so now I’ve got to buy a new one... GREAT!

It’s 15 days till I get to see my baby and I can’t wait! It’s going to be so good to be with him for a few days especially as it’s just before a week of exams.

I might try and get tomorrow off of school coz I really don’t think it’d be too great to go in feeling like this, I’ll see how it when I get up tomorrow but I doubt I’ll be much better. I’m going to have to go in on Thursday though because that’s the first part of my media exam.

I love you xxxxx

I hate being ill

Well I have now come down with this sore throat thing and it kills, plus it’s making me a zillion times more tired than I would normally be. So last night I went to bed early and watched Just Friends, it’s so funny! I was planning on going to bed early tonight again because I’m working tomorrow (but I really don’t want to but I need the money!) but I’d rather talk to Scott.

I can’t wait till half term with him; it’s going to be so good! I really will love every minute with him. He’s been the only one who has been able to put a smile on my face the last few days, I don’t know what I would do without him, I really don’t! I have finally realised that people are always going to try and come in-between us but you know what, they’re going to have to do something pretty special to split us up.

Well I am really looking forward to going to college now I can’t wait! It’s coming round really fast, which means I’ll be learning to drive soon, which means I’ll get to see him more!! I really do wish we lived closer it would make things so much easier, but until we can see each other properly we’ll have to make the most of seeing each other when we can.

Love you xxxxxx

there’s always gonna be an uphill battle

Right I’ve decided I’m going to take up playing the keyboard again as I got quite good last year in the summer but then had to stop when I got overloaded with coursework, kind of annoyed me quite a bit, but now I’ve got the chance to get back into it! I’m probably going to get a midi keyboard so I can record what I’m doing.

I think sometimes you really do have to live in the moment and literally sod everyone else! Right now for me it’s enjoying what I’ve got and forgetting all the other stuff that keeps coming my way I don’t need it right now especially with all my exams starting next week!

Leavers’ day tomorrow, should be a laugh, lots of pictures!!! Can’t wait. Although we have to keep going in till the 11^th of June it’s really the last time when everyone in our year is in together at once. It’s all going so fast but can’t wait to get to college for a fresh start and some new people!

But I think you should see my prom dress and shoes because they’re totally cool, not really going for traditional prom, but there again most people aren’t this year, short dresses, and making a statement, it’s the way forward.

Starting to actually look forward to prom now!

I miss him so much and the days when we used to talk for hours about nothing now everything just keeps getting in the way...

...back to the revision now...

Love you xxxxxx

doesn’t mean anything

Another day of not really being able to speak to Scott properly, I hate it when I can’t talk to him properly. I really do.

I’ve decided to get back into my music today, so I started with my guitar, bin playing bits and pieces of songs I already know to get back into it and I’m starting to re-learn stand by me hopefully I’ll be able to get back into the faster stuff I used to do, and I might try keyboard out tomorrow, I’ve already got a song I want to learn.

Well all my coursework is don’t and I’ve got leavers day on Friday I can’t believe we’re leaving already but we still have to go in till half term then for a week after. It’s come round so quick! I don’t know if I actually want to leave.

I wish things would sort it’s self out soon, I don’t know why but things have started to mess up again and I really need them to sort out before the exams because I don’t need to be feeling like this when I’ve got to get through all of this exam pressure. It doesn’t help that I’m really tired either.

Love you x

If only

I really wish me and Scott lived closer together, but I guess it means when we do get to see each other it extra amazing. I didn’t get to speak to him properly tonight coz he was out with his family :( I miss him sooo much it’s insane.

I have had so much coursework and revisiony stuff to do lately I keep forgetting to post, it’s crazy here at the moment. But I’m slowly giving up on it all.

I’m tired now so it isn’t a very long post…

I love you babyy xxxxxxxxx

You bring out the best in me

Why is it some people feel compelled to interfere with things? But there again that like saying why would someone say something isn’t true, or why are you bitching about me?

Well I do love people, and how they feel the need to trying and come in between other people, especially making up something that isn’t true and then changing the story so that it can ‘pass’ as believable. Some people really do need to start growing up.

I really can’t wait to start college; maybe then people will start to act their ages! Then I’ll be closer to being able to learn to drive and see Scott more! (Well he’d probably get bored of me by then) I’ve start to feel like school is really pointless right now all we seem to do at the moment is sit there and do... nothing. Well revise but it doesn’t seem to sink in at the moment. I can see I’m going to fail my exams. I’m still thinking of changing one of my subjects for college, I’m really not sure about taking politics.

I have a plan of action for tomorrow, a film playing (maybe Marley and me but that’s quite sad at the end, so maybe something else maybe Juno...I’ll decide tomorrow!) whilst doing textiles coursework, sound good... sounds good!

I was having a ‘discussion’ today about the differences between I love you, love you and ly, the outcome was I love you is defiantly the best thing to say to anyone because it means you actually love them, love you is okay but I love you has more meaning and ly is pointless because if you mean it you would be bothered to type it.

Recently I’ve been getting really tired really easily...it’s not good. I think it’s because of all the deadlines and exams coming up so I’m doing a lot more than I usually would and staying up a lot later than I would normally.

Last night, someone told me something that was completely out of the blue, and well could have caused a lot of trouble between me and Scott. But well if someone can’t keep their story straight and make it believable then they will definitely have to try a lot harder to try and break us up. I really have never met anyone like Scott, he really is an amazing person and I’m lucky enough to call him mine. I can’t wait till half term to spend some time with him; it’s going to be so good! But yesterday proves that no one can come in between us. He’s mine and I’m his, simple as that.

I love you baby xxxxx

What started it all

I’ve nearly known Scott for a year and we’ve become so close, but today we’ve bin together for a month, and I’m sooo glad that I’ve got him. Scott really does mean the world to me, all the little things he does really means a lot to me.

I am really looking forward to half term and getting to spend some time with him and just before my exams kick off properly…timing couldn’t be better :)

Can’t wait to start college!

I LOVE it when people try and cause problems but then they change their story kinda makes them a little bit stuck to be totally honest.

I love you babe, NO ONE WILL COME BETWEEN US xxxxx

Starting to get slightly annoyed with some people

Don’t you just love people especially when they talk about you behind your back, can’t say it to your face and then they’re surprised when you ask them about it as if you weren’t going to find out! I mean come on we’re 16 not 6 SORT IT OUT!!

I am so worried that I’m going to lose Scott, it’s actually really scary how much I need him, especially right now. I don’t want to tell him what people are saying because it’s not fair on him and then with my exams I’m having to focus on them at the moment and meeting my coursework deadlines I’m so scared I’m going to push him away.

It’s hard enough with the distance without people saying that it isn’t going to work. To be honest Scott makes me happy I don’t care what they think and my family supports it so to be honest they can all stay out of my life if they can’t see I’m happy.

Bin a crazy few days final deadline for textiles is next Wednesday this is when I wish I actually did the work rather than doing other stuff same for textiles but that's sooner, next Monday.

I really can’t wait till half term and to get away for a bit and to spend some time with Scott. It’s going to be really good to see him, I miss him so much. The thing is he isn’t just my boyfriend he’s like one of my best friends too.

I was sorting through some old stuff today and found all of my DI4R stuff and my t-shirt that everyone signed I was going to take some pictures of it all but my phone battery died so was kind of hard… but it brought back some memories

I love you so much baby xxxx

Something Special

I was looking through all of my old files today on my computer and found all the old poems Scott sent me, they’re all really cute.

Today I realised how different we are this time. Before people were able to come between us so easily, now no one does, we trust each other which makes the distance so much easier. Actually being able to say you love someone and actually meaning it is an amazing feeling. To have someone by your side who loves you for who you are not what you are is really good. Scott makes me feel good about myself not like the other people who I’ve been out with; he makes me think I can achieve anything.

On Thursday we’ll have been together a month, (already!!) I actually can’t believe how close we are, especially after everything we’ve been through it’s just made us closer, and I’m so glad it has. Even though we can’t be together in person like we want to be we still have something very special. I am so lucky to have Scott, I really am. Half term is going to be so special, it going to be so amazing to spend some time with Scott, I can’t wait!

Caught up on Gossip Girl and Britain’s Got Talent today as well as getting some revision done.

Bank holiday tomorrow which means we’re off school!! Thank God. Means I’m closer to seeing Scott!!

Love you so much baby I don’t know what I’d do without you! Xxxxx

 

AM I THE world’s luckiest girl?

Well the last few days have been quite bad and only one person has bin able to make me smile through it, Scott. I love him so much, he always knows how to cheer me up, and how to put a smile back on my face. I am so lucky to have him. I know everyone will probably think your only 16 how do you know your in love and all of that but do you know what, no one and I mean no one has ever made me feel this happy, or I’ve felt this strongly about, I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with him, and I know that no one can come between us, what we have is too strong!

Got a new MP3 player it broke so its going back and I’m getting a different one.

Got  a conditional place in the college I applied for, don't think I’ll bother with trials for Arsenal Ladies Academy doubt I’ll get in so I’m going for the college football team instead hopefully I stand more of a chance.

I am in my opinion definitely the world’s luckiest girl, everything he does is so kind, caring, thoughtful, I don’t know anyone else like him, and I’m so glad that he’s mine! Especially as he loves me for who I am not what I am like most guys.

I am so looking forward to half term, and some time with Scott, it’s going to be so good!

I love you so much babe and I always will!! xxxxxxxxx