If you want me I must be doing something right....

i never thought i would say this, but i'm glad me and him are over, coz now i have found someone that treats me with respect, and i know loves me as much as i love him <3

he knows that we have to take things slow, but we've already got so much planned.

he was so cute walking me home on saturday, really looking forward to tomorrow afternoon :)

he is everything that i could ever want and moree

friday afternoon with him <3
saturday afternoon with him <3
sunday with him <3
tuesday shopping with him <3
christmas eve with him <3
new year with him <3

i'm so glad he's bin there for me the last week and a half, and now that our feelings for each other have grown so much, nothing is goin to stand in our way of being together.

i hope we're together for a long time babyy xxxxx

i've already got my new years resolution

>>>No shit men in 2010<<<

heart can be broken a million times but there is only one guy that will be able to put it back together :)

lunch lmao, word association

you've just made me more confused about everything, why did you have to text me??

cant wait for next year :)

laterz xx

hmmm,

why does things like this happen??

need to sort things out, bin one of those days where theres too much stuff goin on...

wish i could just be with him right now...

damn, what am i gonna do

lifes tough

oh well, i was told i'm not a failure at life todai

ONE DAY TILL THE WEEKEND :D

15 day 14 sleeps till christmas ;)

excited much

watched the goonies last lesson, spent it textin people

laterz xx
lovee youu babyy xxxx

hmmm... :/

sometimes i wonder if its me thats wrong, am i what you need??

where to go, who to talk to??

you said: i need you, but is that me...

laterz x
lovee you xxx

loveee

love this....

i'll always be dreamin bout my babyy xx

todai was quite good considering....

lol birthday beats for hayley :P

property of scott written all over my arms >> thanks mich :/

lol ecstasy :/ >> i did not apprecite the comments from molly lol

the announcement was not appreciated either :/ lol

cant wait for christmas... :D

i love you babyy your amazing

laterz x
lovee youu xxxx

lol to rite girlz :P

we had a really productive lunch todai lol we have come up with our favourite things in a guy :/ lol was rather funni, and mich twistin everythin lol

1. to be called beautiful instead of fit

fit is basically sayin you just want us in bed (as mich put it lol) where as beautiful shows that you like how we look and think we look good

2. i love you

those words mean alot to us but dont say them if you dont mean them coz it will only come back on you in the end

3. never cheat

the worst thing you could do to us, and our girls will have our backs... so yeah

4. like us for our personality not our looks

we hate being wiv someone who only likes us for our looks, we want to know that you like us as a person too

5. conversations

if you want to talk us talk to us but make sure the conversation is meaningful we dont want to just say i love you and thats it ask us about stuff dont expect us to do all the work.

6. when we say something we mean it

so dont just say yeah whatever because we wont say it agen

7. we like surprises

bein surprised is the best thing for us even if its just you textin us at a different time just the little things make us happy :)

8. other guys always seem to care more

when we argue or somethin has happened we dont want another guy to be there for us we want it to be you we can talk to and trust

9. we want to be there for you

we know you want to be all manly but we want to help you out sometimes to :)

10. sometimes...

...we want to come before your mates...we want to have all of your attention...we want you to forget about all you female friends and just talk to us...your the person we think about and we want to know if we are the only person you think about... we dont care about what she did we are the one that wants to be there for you...we get jealous of other girls you need to tell us that we are better than them (mich agen :/)

11. msn

we dont like to start the conversation, we like to know that you want to talk to us...we like talking to you so give us a little bit of your time, dont copy and paste our convo's to your mates (hannah that little incident :/), dont forget we dont like waiting for an answer (mich is impatient)

the start of our 100 lol more tomorrow maybee if we remember :) most fo it was me and mich with bits from hannah and betherz and abbie lol we are too cool

laterz xx
love you babee xxxxx

well i fail at life

got my final mock results apart from english coz half the teachers are ill :@

maths - c
biology - e
chemistry - d
physics - d
media - b
graphics - b
textiles - b

but the grades that are gonna get sent off with my college application are

maths - b
biology - c
chemistry - b
physics - b
ict btec - destinction
media - a
graphics - a
textiles - a

i dunno why theres different for our college applications but oh well there better grades so i'm not complaining... just got to get them now

a whole day of english tomorrow :( all in aid of a poetry essay, well i get to spend the day wiv hayley, molly, nikki, haids and mich :) so it will be a good day hopefully :)

lol graphics and my chocolate bar from max :) didnt actually think i would get one :)

ict :D

mediaaa betherz :P

i love him :) and i realli cant wait to see him :)<3

laterz x
love you babyy xxxx

for my babyy

you dont need to be you already are your everything to me and always will be... i'm always gonna be here for you no matter what you need :)

love you xxx

somethin for my baby

i love you no matter what everyone says... your amazing no matter what you say... yes your gorgeous (and yes i said it and i'd say it again coz its true)... i love everything about you... i cant wait to spend some time with you...

3 months together babyy... you mean so much to me, i dont know what i'd do if i ever lost you.

Scott, i'll never forget when i met you.

LOVE YOU GORGEOUS XXXX

todaaay :)

what a day.... an arguement, a song and a couple back together :)

i'm really happy for mich and jim :)

alex's joke in graphics :P

robin and lady gaga ;)

matt and his cookin

jodie... yesss i can do it and what? :P


tbh i dont get why she has to keep goin on about him, she knows whatever she says aint gonna change anythin and by bringing in some guy that fancies me aint gonna make her point much stronger realli tbh. I love him and she aint gonna change that by tellin me i'd be better off wiv out him coz tht aint true, he's made me happier than anyone else has and yes it is hard wiv the distance i never sed it werent but the more she goes on about him the more i'll defend him he hasnt done anythin wrong :)

i love him :)

anyways thats it

later x
lovee youu babyy xxx

LOVE

check it out ;)

ILYOUU

i hate it when you have to stop talking to one the one person that seems to make you happy... my parents put a time limit on my computer account so it logs me out dead on 10pm and then i end up not getting to finish my conversations :( all because i apparently spend too much time on the computer and end up with head aches.

on the upside i might be getting the electric guitar i really like for christmas.

spent the afternoon watching a film and eating chocolates can't wait for school to break up for christmas it means more days in front of the tv watching films... and thinking about him :)

really looking forward to getting all the outside lights up, that means christmas is deffinately nearly here :)


i have decided that i am goin to actually learn a whole song on my guitar not parts of songs, i always seem to just learn the chorus or intro and never get any further :/

really cant wait to see him :)

anyways thats it,

laterz x
i love you babee xxx

good day :)

had a good day today all the christmas decorations are up, my families presents are wrapped :)

wrote some more poems today :) and managed to post them (on the link)

really looking forward to christmas now :D

hmm not much else has happened really...

laterz x
love you baby xxx

:)

i love him and i know that he's not going to loose me.

everything is okay again :)

just hope michelle sorts everything out soon and that her and jim work it out.

hopefully the grades that get sent off to my college are better than what i got for the wocks seeing as all my teachers now know that i was ill...

i managed to score yesterday in football :) lol i love our p.e lessons we're just too cool :) the rain plus me and tanya was quite funny. basketball next week...

laterz x
lovee youuu xxx

good song :)

as long as your dreamin bout me...

love that song

omg why is everything so complicated....

i love him soo much. i just want everyone to back off and leave us alone.

i know things aree tough i just want everything to be okaay and for everyone to stop interfeering

you know whatever happens we're gonna work it out

i hope everythin is okay wiv him and he dont have to go to hospital :(

he's more than i could ever ask for, i'm looking forward to christmas more than anything just hope he isnt ill/ hurt or broken :)

laterz x
love you babee xxx

why is people bother to do this??

you give people a chance to come clean, and then everything points to them lying to you.

they say they love you >> it that just a joke to them?

to all my mates i'm now a mug coz i want to let him explain everything to me and hear the truth from him.

i guess you wanna know whats up... well my whole world sorta came crashing down in ICT i logged on to my facebook and i see that my what i thought was my boyfriend has comments on his relationship change saying stuff about some other girl.... i just hope everything that was there aint true.

now all my mates think i'm a mug...

...guess i am...

...no reply to my texts...

...change in how he is wiv me....

...comments on fb...

...people telling me he has cheated on me...

...him saying to me that he fancies her...

after all that i give him the benefit of the doubt... i guess i must be

errrrrggghhh i just wanna know what is goin on and where i stand i dont want to lose him but it's looking like i already have.

laterz x

:(

grrrr punched a basketball out of fustration today :( now my hand is all bruised :(

well i knew i'd failed in these exams but not this much:

maths: 32/60
physics: 15/42
biology: E can't remember what i got
textiles: B

major fail so far havent got the rest of my results yet

really cant wait to be wiv my babee :)



i love that song

everything about him is amazing and i dont know what i would do wiv out him, he's so special to me. i cant stay annoyed wiv him and even whe people say to me he shouldnt say those kinda things to me i still end up defending him its like i cant take people judging him when i know what he's really like and how we are together , i know we're gonna get through this, he's everything to me.

i'm really not looking forward to gettin all my other results :/

anyways,

laterz xx
i love you babeee and i always will no matter what happens we can work through it
xxxxxxx

I love you

i love you baby, i miss him so much. i wish he would stop blaming himself for everything thats happened recently :( we're both to blame, i'm glad it's all sorted and we can move on from it. i want him to know that i love him and i dont ever want to let him go. he's amazing in every way and you really should start believing it. i'm realli looking forward to christmas now <3 :D :D

theres so much i want to say to him....

i love him so much, and i'm so happy that we've sorted it out i dont want to loose him.

laterz xx

i love you baby xxxx

is so happy now :)

yesterday ended realli badly (and in tears) but today has got really good although i did manage to spend most of it thinking about scott and if we would be able to sort everything out, i'm so glad that he will be staying at mine coz i love him so much i just wish i could show him :)

i was thinking too much about him today and not enough about the other half of my exam :/ so its not finished but we have till thursday hopefully i'll get it done :)

well 24 sleeps till christmas, love that song on the radio and the little rave on the bus to it ;)

milly was sick so she went home :( bless her

glad i had my mates today without them i would've bin a wreck :)

i am sooo happy that we are still together and i hope that never changes

laterz xx
i love you more than anything xxxx