The last couple of days have been pretty shit, and today things have just started to get a whole lot better.

Me and scott are starting to get back to the way we used to be.

Bethany has bin sending me some really funny shizzle from youtube:

Im mad, really bad
But dont tell my mum & dad
Pucker up kiss my but
Cuz Im bloody fucking nuts
Hear the bass, skinny waist
Now lets copy pokerface like.... whoa

that was proper good and i saw the top 60 ghetto names



and that cracks me up everytime :D

today has turned out all right

laterz x

love you xx

Rachel Abedeji ha sactually made my night, twitcam is hilarious.

Had a really funny conversation with scott on the phone, and stacey. lol

Today i have realised that you will always have true friends who stand by you, and there'll be others who are friends when it suits them.

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Louis:

i don't need you in my life anymore, so tbh i don't care anymore

Batherzbeaann:

cheer upp, you got people that care about you forget about the other people that make you feel crap, coz there the ones who you don't need :)

Scott:

I love you, and can't wait to see you babe :) forget about last night, i feel really bad about it.

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I love the fact that you have so many people who are nice talking to your face but behind your back there bitches

laterz xx
love you babe xxxxx

A more interesting post

Well the last post was a bit short so i'll write this one whilst watching england play, especially as they aren't doin too great... (first half 1:0 to eypt)

Well the first thing i did when i woke up this morning was check my phone and i had 3 texts from him :) I fell asleep when we were texting last night :/ it was nice to wake up to them though, it reminded me why i love him so much, they was he says how he feels, it's good to know that he can say how he feels to me. Not many guys are like that, it's just one of the millions of things that i like about him.

"oh rooney don't be such a dick" my mum's input to the football... (second half)

When i went down the shop this morning, as normal, 2 creme eggs for 80p!! thought that was amziing. This car nearly crashed not so good.

"what's bart simpsons sister called?" dad not watching the football...god knows what he wanted to know that for

Spent the walk down to the bus stop texting scott :D as usual...

Had media first... emma and bethany are going to start a band :/, anna, "i'm going to the doctors" emma "why" anna "must you know everything about my body? do I need to reveal the secrets of my temple?" major lol.

the rest of the day past in a bit of a blur

1:1 crouch scored (second half)
"he can do that he's such a big man" lol he's huge what they on about big
at last shaun wright-phillips is on :D

got home, found the tab to everything - michael buble and ava marie - beyonce. After talking to scott for a while, spent about an hour practicing my guitar.

Wrote a few more poems although my mum thinks they sound more like lyrics :/ gonna change them...

I'm pretty sure this time me and hiim will be together for a really long time, he means soo much to me. I know this time i won't make the mistake of taking him for granteed like last time. It feels good to be appreciated for a change and to be given respect.

I am as of now looking for a new football team, this weekend i'm starting me new fitness training for myself untill i find a team. Looking at one of the ladies teams in cambridge and now i'm looking for a new pair of boots.

Things are looking so much better, i have some really good friends, a truely amazing boyfriend who i love so much, and everything is just starting to look like it's going somewhere...

2:1 to england shaun wright phillips (second half)

Anyways thats it, but longer than the last one :)

Laterz xx
I lvoe you babe and i always will xxxx

well...

so i got a new program yesterday, sony vegas pro 9.0 and i wanted to try it out and see what it could do. I've got a youtube account so i thought why not make something that everyone could see, so this is what came of it:



I thought that bullying is a big topic, i'm a cybermentor, so why not? I made another one but haven't had time to upload it yet, so i'll post it tomorrow!

I've decided i'm going to post more videos on youtube now that i've got a better program.

Things are finally back on track, yes i'm single and yes i'm actually happy about it, i have some really close mates now and who would have thought that one of those would actually include one of the people that had once hurt me the most! I guess seeing another side of him and going back to being mates is easy for us because we forgave each other, and well me and louis haven't quite got to that stage yet, but we're working on it. Me and scott (or scoot :P lol) seem to have made a fresh start and being this close to him again is actually quite good, especially as i thought that it would never happen! Thats one of the best things about friendship, you can go through so much together, good and bad but you still have each other to rely on. Yeah, i'm not going to say people should fall out but in some cases it makes you stronger.

Just like another very special friend of mine! We've gone through a major fall out last year but now i know that i can rely on her, and that what ever i need whether its cheering up or just some advice she'll be there. Thats the best thing about friendship people are there for you in different ways, me and scott can't be there for each other in person but we can be with advice and just talking and having a laugh. Where as me and bethany can be there for each other whatever we need whenever we need it. I'm not saying those two are my only closest friends but those two right now are the ones who i have gone through the most ups and downs with and probably know the most about me, because i can be open with them, as well as be myself around them, which is probably the best thing!

Friendhsip is deffiantely one of the things i'm most thankful for.

Aanyways,

Laterz xx

well i fail at life

got my final mock results apart from english coz half the teachers are ill :@

maths - c
biology - e
chemistry - d
physics - d
media - b
graphics - b
textiles - b

but the grades that are gonna get sent off with my college application are

maths - b
biology - c
chemistry - b
physics - b
ict btec - destinction
media - a
graphics - a
textiles - a

i dunno why theres different for our college applications but oh well there better grades so i'm not complaining... just got to get them now

a whole day of english tomorrow :( all in aid of a poetry essay, well i get to spend the day wiv hayley, molly, nikki, haids and mich :) so it will be a good day hopefully :)

lol graphics and my chocolate bar from max :) didnt actually think i would get one :)

ict :D

mediaaa betherz :P

i love him :) and i realli cant wait to see him :)<3

laterz x
love you babyy xxxx

thats made my day...

in fact it probably made my life the two best conversations in the world happen in all of two minutes i come back to msn and get added the the convo which results in:

olivia are you gay?
>>no just a girl crush

lmao that child is a funny bean (she's not gay btw)

how was your driving lessons todai?
>>only ran 3 grannies over this time dw

lolz...

my life has been made although go:audio are splitting up :( oh well me and betherzbean will have to find another topic of convo to talk about :/ no doubt james will become a busker...

laterz x
love you xx