Well, what can I say about today, eventful is probably the best word to describe it to be honest.
I woke up really early, my body wouldn’t let me stay in bed so I got up, BIG mistake really, once I logged onto all the millions of social networking sites I’m part of I flicked through all the stuff I’d been tagged in on facebook, another mistake! Scott had tagged me in a nice status saying that he loved me, what wasn’t so good about it was the comments beneath it saying that he had asked out other girls and is apparently a really big flirt, you can probably guess my reaction... I wasn’t happy to say the least.
I tried texting him and didn’t get a reply for ages, but when he did reply he denied it, and well even if it was true he would have denied it but to be honest there was something about what and how he said it that made me realise he actually did mean it. He is coming on Wednesday too so I can’t wait to get past all of today and wake up tomorrow a day closer to seeing him.
Ended up going to Tesco’s a usual part of my weekend but we didn’t go this weekend so as there is literally NO FOOD in our house we needed to get some stuff, I managed to persuade my mum to get another chocolate cake, BONUS and some mini chocolate éclairs DOUBLE BONUS, so it wasn’t a wasted trip.
This afternoon has been spent watching how to lose a guy in 10 days, I love that film. But it did get me thinking about what it is that really makes me fall for someone and how I like to be treated by a guy. Yes I have had a few boyfriends and obviously I’m with Scott at the moment and I hope to be for a very long time, but there have been boys who we can say didn’t really know how to treat me as their girlfriend.
Obviously there are all the obvious things too like showing your girlfriend off to your friends and not being ashamed of her but for me I find there are several things that really and I mean really annoy me...
I know this can sound really pathetic but if you want to go out with me just ask me, I mean seriously if someone drops hints that they want to be with me and flirts with me all the time don’t complain when I go with someone else by the time you get your act together. Another thing that annoys me is when a guy calls me fit, I mean fit? Really? Just don’t do it, if you’re talking about exercise and being fit that way then yes obviously it’s okay but not when you’re talking about looks, beautiful is the best compliment to use and gorgeous is also really good but NEVER fit.
One word texts to answer things I mean it’s not hard to expand a little is it? I mean obviously people can be busy but is it necessary to shorten every word down to two letters making me try to decipher what you were trying to get at.
Flirting with other girls and cheating is a BIG no, I mean flirting why bother when you can do it with the girl your with and cheating why are you with the girl if you want someone or something else, it’ll just break her heart at least have the guts to break up with her and tell her she isn’t what you want rather than letting her find out for herself.
I hate it when a guy only wants one thing seriously why do guys always think they can get what they want if they tell you your beautiful, trust me there is no way I’m going to jump into bed with you if I’ve only known you five minutes.
I love it when a guy puts in the effort and tries to do something nice and romantic it really means a lot, just something little like a text to wake up to or to say your thinking about her can mean the world to her.
Guys who actually talk about their feelings and not turn to someone else, part of the reason why a girl wants t be your girlfriend is because she wants to be there for you!! And it can work in the reverse too there are times when we want someone to talk to about how we feel it’s nice to know your actually there.
I hate and I mean I hate it when other people become par t of the relationship I mean the relationship is between two people so why is his ex-girlfriend joining in?
The biggest thing for me though is being treated as if I actually mean something to the person I am with because they always mean something to me otherwise I wouldn’t be with them.
Scott is great because he is everything I could ask for, obviously things aren’t perfect with our relationship, especially with the distance but he is always there for me and I couldn’t ask for more from him. The funniest thing is when people say we shouldn’t be together because of the distance; I mean why should that stop us being together.
There is loads of things I need to get sorted out, and getting a job is on top of that list especially as I am so close to being 17 and will be able to start driving. I can’t wait to be able to pass my test as it will mean I will be able to see Scott more which will be amazing!
The last few weeks I’ve been thinking about what I want to do when I leave college, I know I’ve only just started but it’s only two years away and if I’ve learnt anything time goes really fast, I’ve decided that I want to study something to do with the media at university. Hopefully I will be able to do it at Bournemouth, but I’m also looking at other universities in case I can’t get into Bournemouth but Bournemouth will definitely be my first choice although I have been looking at universities in America and they do look pretty good but I don’t want to be that far from my family.
Laterz xo
Love you xxxx
The last few days really have been amazing and I hated having to say goodbye to him yesterday. It felt so odd not being able to see him this morning.
not to let him know how much I miss him because I don’t want him to end up like we both were on Friday night, it wasn’t good.
Today has been spent shopping and eating chocolate cake and ice cream whilst watching the couples retreat, that’s such an amazing film.
d, it’s all wrapped up, I’m organised this year!
