Today, i havent really been replying to scotts texts, i guess i've bin spending way too much time thinking bout what jazz was saying last night. Especially as when i asked her when pearl started goin out with scott the first thing she said was about two timing, so that was probably true and he probably did cheat on me then, the fact that she said he was chatting her up, and had evidence for it.
I don't want another relationship where i have to keep forgiving the other person, thats all i seem to do and i can't have anymore things to worry about on top of my exams, and coursework.
I want to be with scott and i really do care about him and i'm pretty sure that i want us to be together for a lot longer.
From now i'm going to forget about everything that was said last night between me and jazz, that isn't important as i don't want other people coming in between us this time.
Hopefully we'll be able to see each other in easter, but that depends on my coursework at the moment. But i don't know if i'll be able to.
The scary thing is i really do like scott a lot more than i wish i did and i dunno what i feel for him isn't soemthing i've felt for anyone before.
This time we're together forever :)
Laterz x
Love you babe xxxx
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