sorryyy....

I know i promised to post the other video and that but i haven't had time to post, so you know... anyways here's some more things that i've done:




Basically the idea of it was to create a video about knife crime from the victims point of view, i dunno if it works or not.... :/

Well i didn't have a valentine for valentine's day but i know alot of people did so i made this to a good love song, well i think it's good anyways :), here it is:



Now, I have made another video, and it took todays to make because i kept changing my mind about it, editing it adding different photos, etc but this is how it ended up:




You can see it isn't like my other videos, lately i've realised how much i really do need my close friends so i thought i could maybe make a small thanks, whether it doe sit or not i dont know, but i hope they like it :)

It's quite funny how some people turn out really, i saw someone today that i hadn't seen in ages and they didnt even say hello back :( oh well you can't win everyone can you :)

Today i had a really good day with my sister, we never really spend anytime together so it was good to go into town with her, (and she paid for everything :D lol) the best bits where:

buying millies cookies, 6 of them to be exact (!) Tash stands there ready to pay and i say really loudly, your hungry today aren't you, the woman didn't look to amused (lol)

buying some books in waterstones, again 6 of them (got a thing about that number), Tash stands there ready to pay (again!) and i say really loudly again, you like reading don't you Tash, then the woman then says sarcastically you want a bag for those (lol)

then we went back into waterstones coz i wanted to get another book for blender (long story) and Tash looks through the other books and pulls a katie price book out of the box and says i wonder how much thats bin reduced to (lol)

Well tuesday tomorrow goin shopping with the parents, well at least it mean there'll be some chocolate and other random junk food for the rest of half term :) then i plan to sit down and actually make a good animation, well at least start one, i need to think of an idea...

I've start to get really interested in video editing, animations and random graphics again recently and i seem to of got better, well i leave you to be the judge of that :)

anyways, i haven't got much else to say really, so...

laterz xx

SCOTT ILY

Well today has possible been the best day i could've wished for. well since about 6pm onwards anyways.

i'm so happy that we're back together :D

well maybe now i'll be able to sort out my school work and get it back on track :)

i know one things for sure my sister will be very pleased that she's got her laptop...

well i'm off to make sure he stays mine forever

laterz xx
i love you so much xxxxx

Christmas songsss

had a good day today lstening to all of the old christmas songs :) i know its early but i felt the need for some christmas music :)

bin out all day then spent 2 hours doin coursework, i actually think i wont be able to look at another physics book in my life :o then i decided i'd do and hour of graphics which has turned into a lot more :(

my sister got some of her presents early; and was allowed to open them :O, a laptop and some wine wish they were mine :P the meal tomoz should be good though would be better if crazy but cute was there :)

well haven't bin able to write anything today but i'll do some later (fingers crossed)

my birthday is soon but still haven't got anything that i really want :/ so it'll be surprises all round :)

laterz xx
love you babe xxx

Another one :)

Whenever you need me
i'll be wherever you want me to be
our lve means so much
built on unconditional trust
impossible to mistake
our special love built to last forever

-something special

I wanna hold your hand
be the one to guide you through
i don't want anyone else
to share all the smiles and tears
to hold me forever
because i know that we belong together

-together forever

we haven't known each other long
although that doesn't mean
we wouldn't know
each other through and through

take my hand
and show me your love firsthand
kiss my lips
no need to follow a script
your touch so gentle
every moment so sentimental

-knowing you



Well i didn't write anything yesterday so i thought i'd make up for it (happy now??)

Well yeah i didn't really do anything yesterday other than talk to scott and write more poems and lyrics

Everything is all sorted for my big sis's birthday :) and i still aint decided what i would like for my birthday :/.... 11 days


laterz xx

here's to teen love and not knowing why it hurts like hell

well, things go good then he screws up, why do i have to forgive him... i hope he doesnt go it again there isn't anyway i can go through it again.
i cant take someone else lying to me, least of all you.
scott you got me again, you've deffinately got me good

i managed to get my sister's 18th birthday present... at last :/

well i've managed to make some plans for once :P my social life is terrible its mainly made up of decisions on the spur of the moment, i never make plans, guess theres a first time for everything. firework/ bonfire thing wiv my mates.

some how i think somewhere in the last couple weeks i've got closer to my mum again. not the same as before but gettin there...

other than that i haven't got much else to say

laterz xx

how does he do it

Scott has done it again, everytime i think we're just drifting apart he says something and it makes me realize that everything he is is everything I want. :)

18 crikey, big sis deffinately IS big sis. But i'm still stuck with what i'm goin to get her :/ maybe it will have to be the toothbrush that i very much promised her :P. Well there's always the beloved vouchers chosen with every bit the care, love and affection. Well maybe the male escort would be the way to go, at least then she'd get a bit of fun out of it.

Why can't I get through this without wanting to text him, I guess he has just about taken over all but every part of me.

I can't believe how powerful spoken word poetry is, I always used to think of it like rap and people just saying a poem to music, but some people don't even say their pieces to music. My attempt at it was deffinately a big FAIL but i'm not going to give up, i've decided i want my poetry to be heard even if this is going to take some time at developing the skill i need to say all the passion of the words. whoever said teenagers can't put some good out never met me. HA! well i'll try my best i'm sure i can get my message across :/

Well i got back my epic fail of chemistry coursework, i don't get how brains does it i mean she's so clever how can she associate herself with me :/ another A* for her to add to the record and another C for me and a note for improvement (bit late for that now eh miss)

Laterz xx