Just one of those days

I was sitting there and just, zoned out and started watching everyone. It's kind of weird when you see everyone just talking and laughing and you're just watching. Guess it's just one of them things...

 

I kind of was hoping with us things would be different; I guess someone can always hope. I can't believe in one week he's managed to get a parking ticket, fall of his ped, and get knocked off of his ped and end up in hospital, he's out now though just got whiplash, which isn't as bad as it could have been. Things between us were going so good; I don't know maybe his idea of what he wants out of life just isn't what I want. I feel like a saw a whole other person before and now he seems to be someone completely different.

 

Nothing really big is happening at the moment to be totally honest, no arguments, which is really good!!

 

I can't believe how much coursework and revision I seemed to suddenly have acquired, textiles, science, English, graphics, media I mean why do they leave it till just before our exams?

 

I have fallen in love with Jason Derulo at the moment, loving his music.

 

Anyways I'm off,

 

Laterz xoxo

 

 

Some pretty amazing guitar tapping

Realisation

hhmmm well maybe things werent as bad as i thought they were all you need to do is talk, it seems to solve everything at the moment.

This morning was pretty weird, went to church for the first time in like my whole life (and no sunday school when it's not your choice doesnt really count in my mind) we went to visit my great nan and granddads graves, along with great uncle eric, tania, and clive. It was the first time i'd been to see them and i'm really glad i did coz it helped me work some stuff out in my head. All of them were people my mum knew, clive and tania were friends of hers, tania got run over by a van (pretty grim, i know) and clive hung himself (also pretty grim). But it did make me realise that losing someone even if it isn't by death can affect you in a big way so you've got to try everything to make things right before it's too late.

Had a pretty amazing afternoon with Louis, he cheered me up after this morning, and it was good to just talk about everything.

anyways i'm off tv is pretty good today,

Laterz xoxoxo