if you can't find your way, look for me....

Haven't really had much of a chance to speak to scott today :(

spent most of the day playin my guitar and doin some photoshop stuff, as well as sortin out my mum's present for tomorrow.



Some of the more recent stuff i've done :)

Had a bit of a let down today, got a letter from the college i applied to saying that i can't do leisure studies as the course ain't gonna be run this year. So i'm gonna have to change my application, dunno what to yet though, especially as that was one of the two main courses i want to do.

I really miss him, i knew it would be hard but hopefully in the summer i'll be able to get a part time job so that i can pay for an intensive driving course which means i should be able to drive within a couple of weeks of my 17th birthday, (only 8 months) which means then we'll be able to see each other loads more :)

laterz xx
love you baby and i always will xxxxx

Learn the intro to stand by me on my guitar today :)

spent two hours downloading some software that didn't evem work :@

tried to sort things out with kersha again to today, but she seems ready to throw 13 years of friendship down the drain.

i really need to do some courseowrk but really can't be bothered...

i really do love him and hope that we're together forever cause i really care about him, i feel really bad about taking what is happening between me and kersha out on him :/

school tomorrow, then about 4/5 weeks till easter :)

laterz xx
love you babe xxxxx

PARTAAAYYY TOMORROWWWWW

Got mica's party tomorrow well exciteed :D

Got really worried about scott today, messing up his leg :/

I've been so happy the last couple of days all because of him :)

I miss him like crazy :(

Got some more of my graphics work done and started my media.

Got the DJ hero album, which has jay-z and eminem tracks... it's amaziing

Beat everyone at lips on the xbox today... yeah most people don't know it but i can actually sing, play guitar(ish) and play a bit of piano/keyboard. I am quite musical, lol

Well i dont really have much else to say...

Laterz xx
I love you babe xxxxx

todaayy

I'm really happy, about to go practice my guitar so this is gonna be pretty short.

Thought there was gonna be a big arguement wasn't though.. just a little problem

Forgot some coursework gonna do it tonight some time

Found a whole load of new songs to learn on guitar

Spent most of my spare time textin/ thinkin bout him :)

Laterz xx
Love youu xxxx

Some pretty amazing guitar tapping

ILYOUU

i hate it when you have to stop talking to one the one person that seems to make you happy... my parents put a time limit on my computer account so it logs me out dead on 10pm and then i end up not getting to finish my conversations :( all because i apparently spend too much time on the computer and end up with head aches.

on the upside i might be getting the electric guitar i really like for christmas.

spent the afternoon watching a film and eating chocolates can't wait for school to break up for christmas it means more days in front of the tv watching films... and thinking about him :)

really looking forward to getting all the outside lights up, that means christmas is deffinately nearly here :)


i have decided that i am goin to actually learn a whole song on my guitar not parts of songs, i always seem to just learn the chorus or intro and never get any further :/

really cant wait to see him :)

anyways thats it,

laterz x
i love you babee xxx

well...:)

had quite a good day today beat aaron at singstar agen :)
went wiv my family to buy my birthday presents for tomorrow, love my parents present :) well one part of it was amazing coz of what i've now got out of it :). bin practicing my guitar but i seem to be getting worse :/

last nite was really good looking forward to new year wiv the family :) it was funny when uncle ivan and dad were playin on the playstation, god their so competitive :)
and mum and auntie angela (my second mum) wiv their 20 million questions :)

birthday tomorrow :D:D

anyways thats it

laterz xx
love you xxx

SCOTT :)

everytime i hear your voice
i know i made the right choice
writing my first name with your last making me your mrs
everday i long for one of your kisses
you light up my life when things get dark
our fingers intertwined strolling around the park
if they day turns into night i'll love you by candlelight
just promise me this, never to fight
you're my world
when our eyes met i knew my heart was sold
together we can be a teen love story with a happy ending
because when i'm with you my heart doesn't need mending
whoever said dreams don't come true
hasn't seen me with you

- meant to be

I wrote that :D i was realli proud of myself :P until i realized that some of it didnt fit so i had to re write it now is sounds ok when you say it. I got the idea of it from a song but yeah....

I can't believe he read it :/ i give in too easily to him.

Well so far i have had successfull day at practicing my guitar, keyboard and avoiding my revision :)

....At last she's okay :D

Lmao at my mother bless her :p i love her crippledness and the fact that we have all these wierd contraptions in out house, first the chair for when your in the kitchen, then the bathroom frame thing, next apparently its the knife thats like a saw, lol

well less than two weeks till my birthday :D and my mum and dad refuse to buy me a new electric guitar :( on the upside my sis's birthday meal is all sorted and we are gettin hellium balloons :D

well thats it,

Laterz xx