if you can't find your way, look for me....

Haven't really had much of a chance to speak to scott today :(

spent most of the day playin my guitar and doin some photoshop stuff, as well as sortin out my mum's present for tomorrow.



Some of the more recent stuff i've done :)

Had a bit of a let down today, got a letter from the college i applied to saying that i can't do leisure studies as the course ain't gonna be run this year. So i'm gonna have to change my application, dunno what to yet though, especially as that was one of the two main courses i want to do.

I really miss him, i knew it would be hard but hopefully in the summer i'll be able to get a part time job so that i can pay for an intensive driving course which means i should be able to drive within a couple of weeks of my 17th birthday, (only 8 months) which means then we'll be able to see each other loads more :)

laterz xx
love you baby and i always will xxxxx

times like these

when i wish:

i could just be with scott, especially like now when he needs me, it hurts like hell to know that he's got all this stuff goin on and i can't be there for him.

i could just leave school and leave all the bitchyness behind

i could get a deal writing for some newspaper/ get my own stuff published coz thats what i do best... write. plus i'm pretty good a drawiing butt you knowww.

thinking of making a portfolio website :) but its gonna take a while to remember all the coding stuff...

my sisters goin fora uni open day and if she wakes me up at 3 in the morning tomorrow i wont be happy, but that means i wont have to go to school if she does....

can't be bothered wiv school anymore i just want to go to college and start driving.

laterz x
love you babe xxxx