Training, shopping and christmas...YES CHRISTMAS

I haven’t blogged for a while but to be honest there isn’t much for me to write about.

Planning for the summer is going pretty well and started training today nice little bike ride was good until I got of the bike and couldn’t walk because my legs felt weird...

Then I got home and went back out to town to go shopping with my sister, I am quite impressed as I have now finished all my Christmas shopping. Scott is done, my mum is done, my dad is done, my sister is done, and my brother is done! Although I have to wait for part of Scott’s to come. Plus I bought myself some pretty cool stuff today, got some new VW camper vans to add to my collection, it is growing, this time it was 2 little model ones and they were green which was a bonus! I did spend quite a while looking at the really expensive ones but they were REALLY expensive.

Other than that lately I haven’t done much, but Christmas really feels like it is coming now just under 6 weeks away and 5 weeks till the holidays start. It won’t be too long until people start putting up their decorations.

Laterz oxo
Love you xxxx

hmmm,

why does things like this happen??

need to sort things out, bin one of those days where theres too much stuff goin on...

wish i could just be with him right now...

damn, what am i gonna do

lifes tough

oh well, i was told i'm not a failure at life todai

ONE DAY TILL THE WEEKEND :D

15 day 14 sleeps till christmas ;)

excited much

watched the goonies last lesson, spent it textin people

laterz xx
lovee youu babyy xxxx

todai was quite good considering....

lol birthday beats for hayley :P

property of scott written all over my arms >> thanks mich :/

lol ecstasy :/ >> i did not apprecite the comments from molly lol

the announcement was not appreciated either :/ lol

cant wait for christmas... :D

i love you babyy your amazing

laterz x
lovee youu xxxx

ILYOUU

i hate it when you have to stop talking to one the one person that seems to make you happy... my parents put a time limit on my computer account so it logs me out dead on 10pm and then i end up not getting to finish my conversations :( all because i apparently spend too much time on the computer and end up with head aches.

on the upside i might be getting the electric guitar i really like for christmas.

spent the afternoon watching a film and eating chocolates can't wait for school to break up for christmas it means more days in front of the tv watching films... and thinking about him :)

really looking forward to getting all the outside lights up, that means christmas is deffinately nearly here :)


i have decided that i am goin to actually learn a whole song on my guitar not parts of songs, i always seem to just learn the chorus or intro and never get any further :/

really cant wait to see him :)

anyways thats it,

laterz x
i love you babee xxx

good day :)

had a good day today all the christmas decorations are up, my families presents are wrapped :)

wrote some more poems today :) and managed to post them (on the link)

really looking forward to christmas now :D

hmm not much else has happened really...

laterz x
love you baby xxx

as long as your dreamin bout me...

love that song

omg why is everything so complicated....

i love him soo much. i just want everyone to back off and leave us alone.

i know things aree tough i just want everything to be okaay and for everyone to stop interfeering

you know whatever happens we're gonna work it out

i hope everythin is okay wiv him and he dont have to go to hospital :(

he's more than i could ever ask for, i'm looking forward to christmas more than anything just hope he isnt ill/ hurt or broken :)

laterz x
love you babee xxx

I love you

i love you baby, i miss him so much. i wish he would stop blaming himself for everything thats happened recently :( we're both to blame, i'm glad it's all sorted and we can move on from it. i want him to know that i love him and i dont ever want to let him go. he's amazing in every way and you really should start believing it. i'm realli looking forward to christmas now <3 :D :D

theres so much i want to say to him....

i love him so much, and i'm so happy that we've sorted it out i dont want to loose him.

laterz xx

i love you baby xxxx

is so happy now :)

yesterday ended realli badly (and in tears) but today has got really good although i did manage to spend most of it thinking about scott and if we would be able to sort everything out, i'm so glad that he will be staying at mine coz i love him so much i just wish i could show him :)

i was thinking too much about him today and not enough about the other half of my exam :/ so its not finished but we have till thursday hopefully i'll get it done :)

well 24 sleeps till christmas, love that song on the radio and the little rave on the bus to it ;)

milly was sick so she went home :( bless her

glad i had my mates today without them i would've bin a wreck :)

i am sooo happy that we are still together and i hope that never changes

laterz xx
i love you more than anything xxxx

exams....

it's that time already :( started our mocks but they're realli important as they are the grades that get sent off to the colleges that we apply for :/

was realli ill last nite the first time i've felt that bad in ages :( but he made me feel so much better :) headaches and generally feeling really bad isnt good still not properly fine today but way better than i was, bin told i have to spend less time on the computer...

nearly finished my personal statement i have decided the career i want to do after a long talk to one of my teachers she was really helpful though and i have an idea of the course i want to do just hope i get in now... (fingers crossed)

realli looking forward to christmas, cant wait to see him its going to be soo good :) i think he'll like his christmas present, not telling what it is though :)

working two weekends in a row straight after the mocks and i wont be able to talk to him for those weekends :( but i guess its not all bad as it means i'll have more money to spend on christmas presents :)

anyways thats it for now, revision time agen :( english and chemistry :(

laterz x
love you xxxx

Just for him :)

i havent wirtten anything the last couple of days :( college application, revision and the amazing boyfriend of mine take up alot of my time :)

well got a few more poems written in the time spare that i have, which is getting rare at the moment, maybe one day i'll get published :)

i actually think if i see another revision book/ guide/ notes i may scream gaah i really dont like exams but now i have to do well coz i really want to go to college now and if i get good results in these mocks then i will have a chance at getting to do the courses i want to do

decided what i'm getting him for christmas :) i really hope he likes it though :/

once this week is over i'll be able to relax and look forward to the christmas holidays :)

i've nearly finished writing my college application just got half of it to go :/

i can't wait to see him...

i managed to get a million points on nearly all the songs on lips lol and thats without being able to sing

i have to go into skool tomorrow and help raise money for the yearbook, cant wait till we start making it, i'm really looking forward to seeing the pictures or everyone in year 7 :)

working the next two weekends :( oh well i need the money, i need to find a more permanent job :/

anyways thats it :)

laterz xx
love you my gorgeous amazing boyfriend :) xxx

well...

today started off really well and i think things are deffinately looking up, i've got my coursework back on track and i just hope nothing goes wrong :)

i've finally found a site that lets me post all of my poems :)

i really love talking to him and can't wait for christmas.

nothing much has really happened today.


laterz xx
love you xxxx

i wish....

i wish there was something i could do to show him how much he means to me, everything he does and everything he says is more than i could ever ask for. he is truely amazing i couldn't ask for anything more from him, he's kind, caring and really does care about all the people around him, there really is nothing more i could ask for.

i really can't wait for christmas it's going to be so good to see him and spend some time together.

laterz x
love you xxxx

i love talking to him :)

xfactor tonight :) go stacey!!

christmas is soon, which means i'll see him soon too :D shame i can't be annoyed with him i tell him not to do something but he does it anyway :)

anyways i'm goin to watch the xfactor later thats me time :):)

laterz xx
love youu xxxx

well the day started off realli bad but has ended realli well :D

hearing his voice is the best thing that i can spend my time doing, ... well apart from being with him. which i can't wait for christmas it's going to be so good to see him :)

well it was my dad's birthday today and he now has his laptop, and took me and my mum out shopping. i had the day off school coz i went to bed with a migrane and didnt get any sleep so i spent all morning asleep :(

i'm going to have to spend all weekend doing my coursework and revision :( then i think i'm ment to be working the following weekend :/ but i'm not sure, this time of the year is great coz i dont have to do much, but i kinda is anoying coz that means i dont get paid :( well it wont be long till i can get a full time job :) and it's a year till i can start to drive :) which is even better :)

i really cn't wait for christmas it's going to be so good, to spend some time with him, it should be good to find out what my mates think of him as well :) but tbh i think they'll get on wiv him especially as they know how happy he makes me :)

i wrote this and i'm not sure if i've posted it :/

please don't go away
i cant let our love go astray
i dont want to watch you walk away
everytime i'm close to you
i know you'll always be mine
i need you more each day
and for this i pray
for you to stay
how can i show you that you live inside my mind
our hearts will remain intertwined
walking together hand in hand
how can everyone misunderstand
this is our love for each other
i know i'll never find another
everytime i hear your voice
i get a feeling i can't explain
a feeling like never before
i want you to be with me forever
going on a journey through whatever
i just want you to be next to me
side by side forever is where we should be

well havent had really much happen today other than discover lips is easier to play than singstar :) either that or i can actually sing which is very unlikely :)

well thats it realli :)

laterz xx
love you xxxxx

today was another gooood day :)

my dad's birthday tomorrow :) we all got him a laptop :)

its apparently 43 days till christmas according to one of the teachers at school :)

lunch today was hilarious my hat :), the maths book :), the hand cream :), the photos :), the bisuits :), the paint :).... good times

well this weekend i have decided that i will get some of my textiles coursework done and hopefully get the dress finished from the summer :)

can't wait for christmas, and to lay in his arms :)

laterz xx
love you babee xxxxx

christmas :)

well i really hope scott can come in the christmas holidays, i really want to see himjust hope that nothing comes up :)

had quite a good day today but need something to look forward to coz all i have is these exams that they but back by like 3 weeks :(

me and half my mates have started listening to christmas songs already :)





i know what i'm getting him for christmas and i know he'll really like it, well he better do coz theres alot of effort involved in finding the right place to get it :)

can't wait to see him, it'll be sooooo good if i can :)

anyways waterloo road on tv tonite then maybe a little chat with him :) and possibly some coursework :/ (gaaah i hate school but i suppose only 6/7 months left then i can do what i want)

thinking bout not going to college and just getting a job :) that way i can do what i want when i want, and i'm actually sick of schools and teachers, wish i could leave now but if i did that then i would have no chanc eof getting a job and my parents would actually kill me :( all i've got to do is find a job somewhere, and then i'm sorted :)

really disliked biology today :( eyeballs are officially the most disgusting thing everrr.

i really wish sometimes i could just see him, and just spend some time together...

maybe i won't fail textiles anymore :) i've actually got some work done :P

i love it when he say i love you especially as we can't be together when we want to, but hearing his voice makes up for it. i love finding things out about him and can't wait to hear more embarrassing stories about him, good job there arent many bout me :) otherwise i would be worried bout what he could find out :P.

i hate talkin bout myself it makes me feel bigheaded, and there aint actually much to talk about to be totally honest, if people want to know stuff bout me then generally have to ask :)

can't wait to go christmas shopping especially now the ice rink is up on parkers peace :) the lights are gonna be well good this year, shame i cant go see them bein switche don this year was good the other year :( oh well :P. maybe i'll go skatin at some point agen last year was good especially wiv all the lights round it and dinner afterwards was a laugh, my cousin knows how to cheer me up :) shame i can't skate properly, hopefully we'll be able to go to ice planet in peterborough wiv the skool agen coz last year it was good i actually learnt how to skate properly but can't remember half of it :(

i really love christmas, and it's only the second week of november :/ that means bout 6 weeks till christmas day :) 45 days apparently :) not actually that long.

just got to decide what i'm getting my brother and sister for christmas now :/ i know what i'm getting everyone else :)

new year should be really good got my auntie and uncle and my cousin coming over on new years eve and maybe some other family too :) the summer holiday wiv them was great especially when we were all playin badminton that was pretty funny specially when me and my dad where beatin everyone :) it was realli hot too, still got a slight bit of my tan although it's goin pretty quick :(.

i really want to go to DI4R agen next year but not sure which one :/ probs not where i went this year, coz i want to try soemthin new :)

got rehearsals agen on friday for the christmas concert still cant figure out why i'm singing in it :/ some of the songs are good and it should be a laugh mr B is funny anyways so rehearsals are good specialy if bren bren turns up agen me and her had a laugh dancin last week :)

well thats basically all i have to say :) thought i'd fill in some of the gaps, seeing as he was at kick boxing and i didnt have much else to doooo :)

laterz xx
love you babe xxxx

Christmas songsss

had a good day today lstening to all of the old christmas songs :) i know its early but i felt the need for some christmas music :)

bin out all day then spent 2 hours doin coursework, i actually think i wont be able to look at another physics book in my life :o then i decided i'd do and hour of graphics which has turned into a lot more :(

my sister got some of her presents early; and was allowed to open them :O, a laptop and some wine wish they were mine :P the meal tomoz should be good though would be better if crazy but cute was there :)

well haven't bin able to write anything today but i'll do some later (fingers crossed)

my birthday is soon but still haven't got anything that i really want :/ so it'll be surprises all round :)

laterz xx
love you babe xxx