All or nothing

sorry bout not posting yesterday my computer crashed :@

this will be a quick post coz i'm really tired :/

spent the whole of today thinking about us, and still not being 100% sure. louis decides to come back at the wrong times and tell me his feelings. They are so different...

I'm pleased for scott bout his football, shame bout getting injured.

GAAAHH why was the male species put on this earth???



I soooo totally want to learn that!

right bed...NOW....plus its the easter holidays!! AND AND i deffiantely got my first choice for camp.

ubberrr tireeddd

i havent had a chance to speak to scott today :(

bin an alriight day nothing major realli happened...just realli tired :(

so i havent got much to say

oh yeah change of plan bookin camp this weekend hopefully and am gonna co to calshot for the watersports one :D

laterz xx

love you babyy check you e-mail :D xx

a long time coming

I know this blog has been a long time coming, but here it is...

I can now definitely say that I do truly want to be with Scott however hard that is. He may not be perfect, but to me he couldn’t be more perfect! I know that we won’t see each other much until after my exams, because of all of my coursework and exams that are coming up. But I do know something, we are going to be alright and I’m going to be there for him as much as I can. He’s going to Spain tomorrow :( which means I won’t be able to talk to him for a week... I'm finally seeing us moving on out of this mess, together and not having to split up because of it, i'm not saying that i'm a 100% sure of it but its deffinately starting to seem a lot better.

I actually can’t believe how quickly the exams are coming; I seriously need to start revision and putting in some over time with my textiles sketchbook!

I managed to get my mum and dad to definitely agree to let me go to camp again this year; I’m well excited and looking forward to it! Now all I’ve got to do is chose which one I want to go too.

Laterz xx
I love you babe xxxx

So far...

I am so happy, i've finally remmeber all the css coding shizz so i've spent most of the day so far coding my site and one for my dad.

My new site not just words, is now up
http://not-just-words.webs.com/index.htm
Go and take a look :) All my stuff is goin to be posted there as well

Then i got a suprise today, now i thought this was waaay cool....i might be able to go to camp again this year!! So i was looking at the DI4R sire today, not decided which one yet, but it'll probs be the first week of the actually summer holidays. The conditions on bein able to go are make a site for my parents business (done) and to help out with the business for free (well till the amount is payed off) but i'm well happy bout that.

I'm goin to go do some graphics coursework and hopefully get my product done (fingers crossed)

I got a really cute text from scott this morning and after the last couple of days it was really good to know how he feels. I have bin a bit shit to him and given him a hard time but with the distance there's no way our relationship would work if i can't trust him, or he can't trust me. But everything is sorted now and we're back to how we should be. Won't be able to talk to him for a week :( as of friday coz he's goin to spain (alright for some)

anyways better get started on my graphics coursework,

laterz xx
love you xxxx