Time to start over

Well maybe I did better than I thought:

ICT – Distinction*

Textiles – B

Maths – B

Graphics – B

Biology – C

Chemistry – C

Physics – C

English Language – A

English Literature – B

Media Studies – B

I thought I’d be lucky to scrape Cs, so I definitely did better than I thought I did.

Actually I’m starting to look forward to going to college now, I don’t know why, I guess it’s a new starts, and now that I’ve got my results I feel like I’m actually achieving things. So from now I’m going to have a fresh start. No more worrying about people that don’t worry about me, I’m not going to worry about the little things; I’m going to really work hard at college so that I can go to university.

I really wish I could see Scott he’s been great the last few days. I thought I was going to lose him, since I’ve been back from being away things seemed odd between us but we talked, well it was more me having a go, which I feel bad about, but things are starting to feel like they used to. I’ve got loads of ideas what to get him for his birthday, I’ve just got to get paid so that I can sort out his present and get it to him, hopefully he’ll like it.

Then I’ve got to sort out my Mum’s present which me and my Dad are doing together most likely.

I’m starting to look for a proper part time job because I need some regular money for while I’m at college, and so that I can learn to drive, I can’t wait to do that because then I’ll be able to see Scott so much more.

The next few months are going to be so busy, but it’s my fresh start. Plus I’m getting rid of a few people who are making my life hell.

Laterz xo

Love you baby, sorry for having a go xxxxxx