She says I want my love, Bring it back to me, I won't go anywhere, I need my baby

One thing I am sure of right now, is i deffinately don't want to loose scott, thats the last thing i want right now. He has really hurt me and really made me question if i can trust him anymore. I really thought this time would be different.

laterz xx

why is people bother to do this??

you give people a chance to come clean, and then everything points to them lying to you.

they say they love you >> it that just a joke to them?

to all my mates i'm now a mug coz i want to let him explain everything to me and hear the truth from him.

i guess you wanna know whats up... well my whole world sorta came crashing down in ICT i logged on to my facebook and i see that my what i thought was my boyfriend has comments on his relationship change saying stuff about some other girl.... i just hope everything that was there aint true.

now all my mates think i'm a mug...

...guess i am...

...no reply to my texts...

...change in how he is wiv me....

...comments on fb...

...people telling me he has cheated on me...

...him saying to me that he fancies her...

after all that i give him the benefit of the doubt... i guess i must be

errrrrggghhh i just wanna know what is goin on and where i stand i dont want to lose him but it's looking like i already have.

laterz x

:(

grrrr punched a basketball out of fustration today :( now my hand is all bruised :(

well i knew i'd failed in these exams but not this much:

maths: 32/60
physics: 15/42
biology: E can't remember what i got
textiles: B

major fail so far havent got the rest of my results yet

really cant wait to be wiv my babee :)



i love that song

everything about him is amazing and i dont know what i would do wiv out him, he's so special to me. i cant stay annoyed wiv him and even whe people say to me he shouldnt say those kinda things to me i still end up defending him its like i cant take people judging him when i know what he's really like and how we are together , i know we're gonna get through this, he's everything to me.

i'm really not looking forward to gettin all my other results :/

anyways,

laterz xx
i love you babeee and i always will no matter what happens we can work through it
xxxxxxx

ffs...

he always used to make everything okay and now why does he do this, i thought i knew him and who he was but i guess people change. i wish i knew this was gonna happen before at least then i would have had a chance to work everything out in my head.

laterz xx

things can change really quickly

i thought i was the only one for you...

...i guess things can change



laterz x

dont you just love it when...

you hear things off of other people and you dont know what to believe. when someones says something to you and they must have bin lying or otherwise, how do they do this to you? how am i going to move on this time??

i've bin hurt before but never like this

laterz x